Heroek - I'm Sad, But It's Different Lyrics

So, instead of pretending like I
Like I'm only sad, and not ever angry
I will just try to realize
When I'm like, I'm like
Sad, but it's different
I'm sad but like
But there's sometimes it's not sad

Little do they know, it's a whole world in there
Bet you didn't think this song would hurt
But I want you to listen to these words
It's not about the beat
It may not be neat
But that's not what I need
I need me to be authentic
At the end, know that I meant this

I'm sad, but it's different
My feelings are differin'
Not mad at the people around me
Just mad at my feelings about me
I know my voice isn't the greatest
But the words are the reason I made this

Altering my voice with effects
'Cuz I can't sing, I say thank you, next
So hopefully it sounds okay
Because at the end of the day
It's not about the beat
It may not be neat
But that's not what I need
I just need someone to listen to me
Because in my head, there are things to see

I'm sad, but it's different
My feelings are differin'
Not mad at the people around me
Just mad at my feelings about me
I know my voice isn't the greatest
But the words are the reason I made this

Sleep? I think I just might
But that's just when I have to fight
What if I actually just slept through the night?
Nearing the end now, I hear applause and take a bow
But then I wake up from the dream
People online can be so mean
Just remember, not everyone is as they seem

So, what do you think?
What, that? Oh no, that was horrible, horrible
Really? Wha-what'd you think was wrong with it?
Everything! Everything was wrong with it
You're really gonna put that out?
I mean, I guess I don't love how it sounds
Alright, you're right
I'll just keep it to myself