Her Heart's Apocalypse - Was It Even Real At All? Lyrics

Hope (hope hope hope)
Burns faster on the roughest tides
And far away (far far far)
The party started but I'm not there
So give (give give give)
Just give me a reason to trust you again
This back and forth is
Not how I wanted to remember you
While I was wasting away the day
Your heart was slowly fading away
And while you ran so carelessly
You left me wondering
Screaming
Why's my heart so hard to reach?
If I could fix my exclusivity
Ten thousand strikes against my heart
Only show more of what you are
The painted nails you left on me
Now fade all but your memory
And you
Was it even real for you?
Cuz it was so damn real for me
Your love is like a prophecy
That never comes to be
And I know
I'll no longer be your comfort
The sink will wash away what the tears won't
My heart starts to plead with my conscience
Oh please let me breathe
Screaming
Why's my heart so hard to reach?
If I could fix my exclusivity
Now I wonder was it even real at all?
Or was I just a f*cking fly up on your wall?
The way you left me in the breeze
And never told me a goddamn f*cking thing (Screaming)
Why's my heart so hard to reach?
I know you can't fix my exclusivity