I don't even know where to begin
I feel so alone
Do you even know how it feels being so alone?
Everyone I know gets to live feeling so above
Everything I know I don't get
I feel so below
I don't want to be
So miserable in me
Still letting go myself
And block out all that's left
Tried to do it all for them
Knew I couldn't save all them
Doubt me while I lifted them
Everything was all for them
Lovesick tatted on my fists
Focus on the pain that fits
Mask on when depression hits
One day I might call it quits
Some days think I'm doing fine but then I crash and fall
Most days I'm still thinking about why I try at all
Never wanna face it
I just did it to myself
Live inside my head
I'm so far down I call it hell
Tried to walk away from the problems
Never wanna say I deserve them
Better on my own when it's over
Time will get away when it's over
I don't even know where to begin
I feel so alone
Do you even know how it feels being so alone?
Everyone I know gets to live feeling so above
Everything I know I don't get
I feel so below
I don't want to be
So miserable in me
Still letting go myself
And block out all that's left