I dreamt there was no distance
I dreamt there was no guilt
You came to me crying
I know you never would
I thought that I was honest
I thought that I was good
I thought that I was sorry
But really I was numb
I want to see you cry
I want to see you fall
No, I know I cannot make you
'Cause you don't want to drow
Now I'm actually sorry
But only for myself
Fetishizing sadness
Pretending I'm all right