Stagefright Video (MV)

I got stagefright
With all my mistakes
If perfection invades me I'll be less, so
So I wish you the best

Don't you notice I keep saying bye?
Way too many f*cking times
Just ignore, yeah, but I get it
We're not on the same stage, and
And I get it
But it still hurts, yeah
Knowing I could've made a difference from the start
If I only played my part
The way normal people do
The way normal people do
But I'm not like that

I think it over like a hundred times
And the "man she's toxic" explanation doesn't cut it
Yeah I'll say if it's alright, yeah
And I still get stagefright
As a kid I would just fight
Now I'm stuck inside a deep pit I can't get out of
And people keep reading my mind (

Why'd you re-record everything I've said
And done and overdone
Will anybody ever deserve something like this?

Don't you notice I keep saying bye?
Way too many f*cking times
Just ignore, yeah, but I get it
We're not on the same stage, and
And I get it
But it still hurts, yeah
Knowing I could've made a difference from the start
If I only played my part
The way normal people do
The way normal people do
But I'm not like that

I think I overestimate what I can do
But then again at times
Is creasing better than the fold?
Is the Rothko painting better than Van Gogh?
I break then patch up,
Build then crash down
I can't tell the difference
I fail the captcha
Which lines should I read, recite, inhale, ignore?
I can't see between them if I'm surrounded by opaque walls

Why'd you re-record everything I've said
And done and overdone
Will anybody ever deserve something like this?

Don't you notice I keep saying bye?
Way too many f*cking times
Just ignore, yeah, but I get it
We're not on the same stage, and
And I get it
But it still hurts, yeah
Knowing I could've made a difference from the start
If I only played my part
The way normal people do
The way normal people do
But I'm not like that
Yeah I'm not like that