Helltown - Drain Lyrics

I guess this is what forever feels like
I sure wish I could disappear
I hate the voice that's in the playback
Wish I wrote words you'd like to hear
Always knew I wasn't a good person
Never lied to myself when I'm lying here at night
She says I'm sweet but in the wrong ways
I just want to make it right.

It's all the things you once bought
Looking down with so much grief
Filling a casket with your notebooks
The words the only thing to keep that meant anything
Remember saying how I loved it
All the time we wasted then
I watch the clocks drain like a painting
And I just want it back again

So don't be a stranger and I'll call when I can
I was looking for an anchor but I found dry land
All this time the wasted seasons
The secrets we keep
All the things we hide saying words
That we don't really mean

And they never meant a thing
Not a thing to me

So don't be a stranger and I'll call when I can
I was looking for an anchor but I found dry land
All this time the wasted seasons
The secrets we keep
All the things we hide saying words
That we don't really mean