dissonance Video (MV)

I am to
Ask myself why it's happened for no reason
Was the cause so clear
Overwhelmed falling into the routine
I misbelieved in me
White's not white even black was not the same
Should've let it dissipate
Fancy words coming from the wiser mouth
Were able to explain
True evasion
Of fixation
Always wanted
Never felt
Wailing heart could not pretend
Shallow thinking
Has paved the way
I've dug up own grave
The darkest road through saddest maze
Suddenly did appear
The more I'm wrecked the more I see
Deception not a dream
Two steps back for one step forward
Considering the blame
Avarice for dreams out of reach
Pride awarded with shame
True evasion
Of fixation
Always wanted
Never felt
Wailing heart could not pretend
Shallow thinking
Has paved the way
I'm digging my grave
Always wanted
Never felt
Wailing heart could not pretend
Shallow thinking
Has paved the way
I've dug up own grave
Fire burns all what's insane
Parting the unexplored
Incandescent disjointed chain
And two histories end
A shame...
True evasion
Of fixation
Always wanted
Never felt
Wailing heart could not pretend
Shallow thinking
Has paved the way
I'm digging my grave
Always wanted
Never felt
Wailing heart could not pretend
Shallow thinking
Has paved the way
I'm digging my grave