HellCat - Mindstates Lyrics

I'm just trying to find a little bit of peace of mind
If you've ever met me you know it's hard to find
I guess I'll never learn to read between the lines
And if you'd listen up, I'd tell you about the times I

Felt a little anger inside of me
I bottled it up and set it free
And it came back, was heat seeking
Now inside my brain, it's festering I

Hate myself most of the time
I wanna be honest but I always lie
I feel nothing when I see you cry
But if you'd listen up, I'd tell you about the times I

Finding myself again
No longer waiting until the end
I found my home
Family and friends
And over time, these scars will mend
And honestly, you're no good for me
You were inside my head but I set you free
So you will never know the end of my story
Where I go from here it'll be a mystery

So if you weren't around, don't ask for shit from me
I got my eyes set from sea to sea
But my visions blurred, it's looking hazy
That's why my body's stuck in AZ