Held on Till May - Piling Up Lyrics

Another day
Another mistake I have to live with
Choices made
Man how'd they ever seem worth it
But I guess
I just keep, keep piling up
Lost the war
Made my own hell
Oh I hate
How regret always shows up
Too f*cking late
Am I too far gone
To make a change
I guess I just keep, keep piling up
Blurred the lines and got lost
Now I hate everything I've become
Miles from
Who I used to be
So bitter sweet
I was blind but now I see
Sometimes you've gotta lose yourself
To find your feet
Yeah motivation gets misplaced
Thrill of sensation leads astray
I hope one day you'll find your
Way back home
Cause we all
Just keep, keep piling up
Never knowing what we've got
Till it's gone
Hope you know you're not alone
Oh
Miles from
Who I used to be
So bitter sweet
I was blind but now I see
Sometimes you've gotta lose yourself
To find your feet
Build me up
Tear me down
It's easier
When you're not around
How the hell did I end up here again
The same old dead end
Miles from
Who I used to be
So bitter sweet
I was blind but now I see
Sometimes you've gotta lose yourself
To find your feet
Miles from
Who I used to be
I was blind
Now I see
Miles from
Who I used to be
So bitter sweet