Hekisada - she's not here Lyrics

I'm just stuck up in my head
Just trying to forget what you said
You told me that I should be
Dead
I did not think I'd last this long
If she could give me a chance I'd do her no
Wrong
I'm keeping the past long gone
I can start with you
If my heart can see it through
My eyes are blind to see the truth
Delusional, delusional, delusional
The crows are saying my name
This town has never been the same
I hear her whispering in the wind
I'm still on the mend
Please just let me rot
Delusional, delusional, delusional
The crows are eating my brain
I don't know what to do
I just want to be with you
But it's so foggy
I just can't see clearly
Maybe I should lay down and just bleed
That's the most anyone needs from me
My friends probably hate me
There's so much they don't see
I find it so hard to breathe
I can't get any sleep
Delusional, delusional, delusional
The crows are circling above
Delusional, delusional, delusional
All I see is you in my head