Look into my eyes
I don't wanna be alive
They can see right through all of my lies
But I think I found my purpose
I don't wanna feel as worthless
I just hide it from the surface
Scratching at my wrist
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna find a state of bliss
Just trying to be the apple of her eye
I wanna be alive to see her light
I would give up everything
To be what she is seeking
The look that she gives to me
Clears up the fog that you just don't see
Beauty in the darkness
In a state of bliss
I always knew I needed this
In my restless dreams all I see is her
Look into my eyes
I don't wanna be alive
They can see right through all of my lies
But I think I found my purpose
I don't wanna feel as worthless
I just hide it from the surface
Scratching at my wrist
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna find a state of bliss
Just trying to be the apple of her eye
I wanna be alive to see her light