Hekisada - Looking for My End Lyrics

Take me back to when I wanted to be alive
Now I just think of ways I can f*cking die
Should I just grab the rope or take a f*cking knife
I don't know which is worse, that's when I'll decide
Suicidal ideation
Idle transfiguration
All the thoughts of my creation
Saying these words got you pacing
Endless horrors in the dungeon I'm facing
Always got these hoes chasing
It's the end I'm embracing
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
Looking for my end
There's a funeral to attend
But it's not my own
I know I'll make it out in the end
Looking for my end but it's not the end (end)
Looking for my end but it's not the end (end)
Looking for my end but it's not the end
Looking for my end but it's not the end
Looking for my end but it's not the f*cking end