Hekisada - cold soul Lyrics

Feel it in my bones
Taking out my soul
Everybody gotta deal me I know
Cold as winter snow
As the autumn wind blows
Everybody talking about me I know
Drain the blood from my brain
Make sure I'm not insane
I don't wanna feel the pain
Don't let me go through that again
Speaking from the heart
That you f*cking tore apart
I got a new start
But I'm not going very far
Listening to lofi in the car
Thinking I'll be the brightest star
Tell that to all my scars
Wish I could be someone that I want to be
Taking the backroad
It's a scene you don't want to see
Don't wanna talk about it anymore
But it's all I can think about
She's inside in my head
Just wanna take a knife to my skull
Looking for love in the afterlife
Leaving you right here in the past life
Letting all of these emotions slide
Won't you look me in the eyes?