Telling you, how I feel inside
Can be a frightening thought
To me
Rejection sensitivity
Makes it hard to say
What's real
And in my heart
I know I'm brighter than
The version of
Me that you see
The mask I wear
Keeps me hidden well
I rarely take it off
I'm never free
And I lose sight
Of who I am
Want to write you
A love song
But I forgot
How to sing
I thought I could write you
A love song
A hundred words
For just one thing
My motivation
Is Dopamine
The drugs are bad
For me
Anxiety
Builds up every day
Pressures being trapped
Inside of me
And in my heart
I know I'm brighter than
The version of
Me that you see
The constant stream
Of intrusive thoughts
Won't let me go
I'm never free
And I lose sight
Of who I am
Want to write you
A love song
But I forgot
How to sing
I thought I could write you
A love song
A hundred words
For just one thing
Walking on
Eggshells everyday
Pleasing wears me out
On who to be
Captive to
The worlds demands
For it to let me in
Accepting me
And, in my heart
I know I'm brighter than
The version of
Me that you see
Inner judgement
Overwhelms my soul
It won't let me go
I'm never free
And I lose sight
Of who I am
Want to write you
A love song
But I forgot
How to sing
I thought I could write you
A love song
A hundred words
For just one thing
Telling you, how I feel inside
Can be a frightening thought
To me
Rejection sensitivity
Makes it hard to say
What's real