Heidi Danae - Paranoia Lyrics

Sitting here in the dark
Wondering why can't I just go forward
When I see you there
But then I see an end
Tracing my steps
Reversing time
Flashing back to the scene of the crime
When I realized
I could never love again

'Cause you said one, two, three, four
And out the door
With my brain on a platter
And my heart on the floor
And I said four, three, two, one
When you coming home

And the words "don't trust" never hit me more
Until my hands were shaking
Till my knees hit the floor
And I could feel you there
But my eyes were seeing blue
You never know intentions until they're gone
That's why I never let myself get close to someone
And I'm sorry
But blame my trust issues

And I've seen enough in my life
To never wanna fall for another guy
But then he comes around
You can bet I'm already gone
And you know my heart will be like your promises
Kept in good shape until you break them
And next thing you know
I'm writing you a sad song

'Cause you'll say one, two, three, four
And be out the door
With my head in my hands
And tears on the floor
And I'll say four, three, two, one
This time I'm really done

And the words "don't trust" never hit me more
Until my hands were shaking
Till my knees hit the floor
And I could feel you there
But my eyes were seeing blue
You never know intentions until they're gone
That's why I never let myself get close to someone
And I'm sorry
But blame my trust issues

My heart is hard
But it's nothing against you

And the words "don't trust" never hit me more
Until my hands were shaking
Till my knees hit the floor
And I could feel you there
But all I could see was blue
You never know intentions until they're gone
That's why I never let myself get close to someone
And I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
But blame my trust issues