All I ever wanted was to be a saint
But your winter kept my feet from marching on
So I just stayed there in vain
Thought I would wait till I could see your ice was gone
Now I'm lying to myself
Saying everything will be just fine
But I could really use some help
'Cause I've been buried underneath the light
Nobody, nobody knows
Nobody, nobody knows
Why are you haunting me?
All I ever wanted was to feel some life
But all my freedom led me to my capture
Under the table lay the knife
To cut me free but I just wait for rapture
And I'm lying on the shelf
Locked in the shambles that I earned by chance
And I could really use some help
Before I'm buried in your avalanche
Nobody, nobody knows
Nobody, nobody knows
Nobody, nobody knows
Nobody nobody knows
It's like you want me to stay here, but I can't do what you want me to
You want me to stay here, but I can't live under the weight of you
And the door that I opened was more than I was hoping for
It brought me into your depths
Didn't know that you could be a part of me I manifest