$heen - No Big Deal! Lyrics

It's my chance, it's getting late
Yeah, an-and I know, I know it's all part of the plan, all part of God's plan (uh-ah)
You know, uh, I never get, as far as I get without the pain, so
I mean more of it's only gonna push me further right (and I still f*ckin' miss you)
You left me like no big deal (like no big deal)
This shit just doesn't feel real (It doesn't feel real)
And all I can do is think about you (It's all I can do)
I don't really wanna think about you (I'm so f*ckin' sick of it)
What am I supposed to do without you? (what can I do?)
I'm still tryna heal, I don't know how to (I don't know how)
Did it three times, two wasn't enough for you (it wasn't enough)
I don't get it, would've done whatever the f*ck for you (ah)
Woke up from a dream of you, and I loved you, so I think my perspective's kind of skewed (ah)
And you don't feel the way I do, no matter how much work I put in, in the day, it still feels like I lose
Why? (uh) Why? (woah), Why? (woah), Why did I go back to you? (uh-oh, uh-oh)
Why? (uh-oh, uh-oh) Why?
You left me like no big deal (like no big deal)
This shit just doesn't feel real (It doesn't feel real)
And all I can do is think about you (It's all I can do)
I don't really wanna think about you (I'm so f*ckin' sick of it)
What am I supposed to do without you? (what can I do?)
I'm still tryna heal, I don't know how to (I don't know how)
Did it three times, two wasn't enough for you (it wasn't enough)
I don't get it, would've done whatever the f*ck for you (ah)
I used to really care but now it's f*ck you (f*ck you bitch), now I wish I never even touched you
(And the last thing you said to me) I, know that's not true, (the last thing you said) I wouldn't regret it, (was that, I'd be successful) I had a good time (and I know, I'm gonna be, but)
But f*ck (I was born to do this shit), I don't know when I'll feel fine (you're not gonna be in the picture, you don't even realize what that could've been)
You f*cked up, you don't know what you did (you're gonna regret it)