$heen - Nightmares of You Lyrics

Just save it (nothing compares), cause I probably don't care (I just don't care, shit's not fair)
I probably don't care (these nightmares of you) I might say I do, I might act like I do
And you got no idea what I've dealt with, I feel like I'm from a different f*cking universe
I wake up from a nightmare of you, then I get to work (get to work)
Got way too high last night, look around the demons lurk (the demons)
I can't tell if you were the one or if you were just my first (I loved you)
Shit never really goes well with me, with these girls I'm cursed (I'm cursed)
Yeah, I still feel the way that I did, I just covered up with a bunch of other shit
You were faking acting like it was a skit
Now I just can't tell what the f*ck is legit
Oh (it's fine), but you pleaded (it'll be okay)
Oh, oh, (it'll be okay) pleaded (no it won't)
Said I was someone you needed (What happened?)
Huh, I guess that's not true (I guess it's not true)
Huh, yeah, I guess it's not you (I guess it's not true)
Where'd, she go? (Where'd she go) I guess I lost you (I lost you)
Now, (Why?) you're gone (Why?), I don't know what to do (Why?)
But I should've known, this is nothing new
It's over (you couldn't begin to understand), it's over hah (you couldn't), it's over
After that, what am I supposed to enjoy? (I'm barely sober, ah) I got the best drug and I can't have anymore
I wake up from a nightmare of you, then I get to work (get to work)
Got way too high last night, look around the demons lurk (the demons)
I can't tell if you were the one or if you were just my first (I loved you)
Shit never really goes well with me, with these girls I'm cursed (I'm cursed)
Yeah, I still feel the way that I did, I just covered up with a bunch of other shit
You were faking acting like it was a skit
Now I just can't tell what the f*ck is legit