Hedonistic - Veritas Lyrics

Peer at me
Like I am nothing more
I've lost my calm
Mind wild like a boar
I'm killing myself
Again and again
Don't even get close
My hero, my friend

I'm screaming like a bastard
I'm running like a slave
Martyrs are for children
Belong nowhere but a grave
Don't see me as a stranger
Don't dismiss my shame
I'm trying to get out
You've shifted out of frame

My truth shifts like the sea
Only sink cause I'm free
Without you
You

This is my veritas
This is my veritas
This is my veritas
This is my veritas

Truth is, I'm scared of my mind
Nothing, nothing, nothing at all, get over yourself and don't you dare fall
Embrace all my dark, cause I can't see light
I'm too far gone, I can't be saved, this is all done, nothing will change
Losing my faith in our perfect fate
What can be said, nothing will help, I'm all alone, splitting my cell
I wasn't enough, and neither is hate
Your post of joy, it all feels so fake, I'm seeing in red, panting in space

My truth shifts like the sea
Only sink cause I'm free
Without you
You
I'm sick of trying to believe
That I won't fall off the brink
Without you
You