Hedonistic - Only Now, and Again Lyrics

I've lost my friend
And scathed myself
I was, so lost in your eyes
We fell forward and I realized
That light is a blindfold
Too young to see
Made with a mind
Reinvent its keep

And I know
That this all
Has given me so many gifts
But the price
That we've paid
Was never a choice for us to make!

Only now
And again
Can I believe you
When the fool
Gets a chance
To be in love
Those were times
That I felt
You were all of me
Only now
And again
Do I amuse thee

What am I now
Who is to blame
Songs give me peace
But we make me scream

What's this world that you have taken
How could you be so strong
Was I nothing more than time
Convince yourself you weren't wrong

Only now
And again
Can I believe you
When the fool
Gets a chance
To be in love
Those were times
That I felt
You were all of me
Only now
And again
Do I amuse thee