The blue skies of summer gave way to the cold of October
I spent my nights with the bottle
And my days telling you I'd get sober
December came around and I let you down
Felt your heart grow so much colder
Can we just start over
I started talking to strangers in a cold and dark church basement
Listening to all their horror stories
And how they're trying to find a replacement
My turn came around and I broke down oh I cried
But it wasn't on your shoulder
Can we just start over
When living a lie becomes easier than living your life
When loving somebody else becomes easier than loving yourself
You know it's time
Everybody's got a mountain everybody's got their hill to climb
I know that you got yours and you can be sure I got mine
Pulling that weight behind you up that hill
Doesn't make the top seem any closer
If it knocks you down
Then you just start over
You just start over
You just start over
You just start over