Heavenly England - Me and My Madness Lyrics

I hear string in songs when they're not there

I see things in darkness when i'm scared

I feel cold out when it's sunny



Make a joke and laugh about it

Feel like you're a moving target

Wish all this had never started



Cut my hair and then I cut my skin

Hurt myself instead of hurting him

Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in



Say one thing and think another

Stay in bed cos you're not bothered

Pray that it will soon be over



He told you that he loved you he'd stay with you

oh you're a fool

don't believe what people say they never stay anyway



He kissed me and then he stayed the night

I can't see that things could work out right

seems as if I'll mess up some way



Hold his hand the world seems all new

Understand things when he's near you

Now he's gone it all seems untrue



He left her he said he cared that he'd be there

when you're scared

(Dont believe what those people say it's lies anyway)



I don't think they will/ I just can't sit still

Funny kind of ill/ Idon't wanna think about it

Showed me that your love/ but it's not enough

I can't ever trust/ I don't wanna think about it

You're there by my side/ then I asked you why

Could it be you lied?/ I don't wanna think about it.



My phone rings but there's no one there (hello?)

All my dreams have vanished in thin air

Was it real when you said you'd care



Once you kissed or did you dream it?

Bought a gift but he's not seen it

How'd you know he didn't mean it?



When he's gone it all goes wrong

Smashed up your home now you're alone



All of what you said/ goes round in my head

when i lie in bed/ i don't wanna think about it

i'm too paranoid/ you could get annoyed/

so did other boys/ i don't wanna think about it.

heard it all before/ gets to be a bore

God my head is sore/ I don't wanna think about it