Heathens - Requiem Lyrics

I have no will to live with a broken heart
Fighting against reason to go back to the start
I'm losing my mind
I don't see an end
The you that I long for is probably dead
In a clearing in the woods with my knife in her chest
I don't know why I did it, I try to forget
The shame stays with me
I wear it out on my sleeve
I'm sorry I yearn for a connection that's dead
But its this futile hope keeping me from the end
I fight on and survive because I must
I burned all those bridges when I betrayed your trust
Now I am a ghost still trapped in the past
And now I know true love wont always last
This is a requiem for fate
For me