I'm stuck inside my head
Always battling these demons
Treat it like an epidemic
Cause I'm always fiending
Success is my drug
Popularity the needle
Addiction too strong
And my flaws are all see thru
Yeah I got my mask on
When I'm in the zone
Can't afford to let my guard down for too long
And I only choose trust a certain few
The ones since day 1 like it equals up to 2
I killed the old me so that the hurt would go away
Tired of pulling daggers out my back some would say
The old me wouldn't last 5 minutes in today
But the new me's all about it
You can bet I'm a okay
Aching in my heart as it starts to break
Always give so you always take
Fake smile through another day
Pretending everything is a okay
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My mental state is somewhere on a whole different level
Result of all the lies
But I refuse to settle
You gotta wanna win
Because nobody's gonna let you
That's why I believe in my craft
And can't forget who
Doubted me from the start
Just pulled apart
Every single line I had and laughed at all the parts
I put on display
Just to get it all filleted
Even though it left me raw
I still made it through the day
Aching in my heart as it starts to break
Always give so you always take
Fake smile through another day
Pretending everything is a okay
A okay
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A oh
Some days are worse than others
But I stay grounded
Tryna keep it going
So I rebound it
Know in my soul
My times coming soon
Not death in the slightest
Despite all the wounds
Like the jackpots almost here
Winner of the year
Etch my name in stone to make my mark forever clear
And I do it no regard for the ones that wanna stare
Look 'em straight in the face unashamed with no fear
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