Heartfelt Holograms - Serotonin Lyrics

You might reckon I am weak
But let me tell you something
It's hard to put it into words
Or even share my feelings
I don't want to be alone
But that's all I ever need
How can I explain this
It's so hard to be me

Trapped in the darkness
And I can't find the light
A heavy weight is crushing me
Day and night
The shadows whisper lies
Saying I'm not enough
I don't want to believe them
But at times it's so tough

I'm fighting to break free
From this wretched chains
I'm searching for a glimmer
To guide me through the pain
I can't let depression
Define my name
But somehow I always end up feeling the same
God I beg of you if you are there
I just want to ask you please tell me where
Where the f*ck is
Where the f*ck is
Where the f*ck is my serotonin

Where is my happiness
I haven't been myself in years
It's kind of hard to live your life
When filled with shallow tears
I don't want to go to you
And you shouldn't come to me
It's me and my depression
That's all I can see

The demons they whisper
You're not strong enough
I try to prove them wrong
I try to rise above
Will I find my inner strength
Will my light ever shine
Will I chase away the darkness
Will I call my life mine

I'm fighting to break free
From this wretched chains
I'm searching for a glimmer
To guide me through the pain
I can't let depression
Define my name
But somehow I always end up feeling the same
God I beg of you if you are there
I just want to ask you please tell me where
Where the f*ck is
Where the f*ck is
Where the f*ck is my serotonin

I'll hold on to hope
Before the rope gets tight
I'll keep on fighting with all my might
Maybe I'll rise up
Maybe I'll shine so bright
Maybe I'll conquer the darkest nights

I'm fighting to break free
From this wretched chains
I'm searching for a glimmer
To guide me through the pain
I can't let depression
Define my name
But somehow I always end up feeling the same
God I beg of you if you are there
I just want to ask you please tell me where
Where the f*ck is
Where the f*ck is
Where the f*ck is my serotonin

Don't be too proud
Don't fall down
It takes time to amend