Heartdrawer - Sorry Lyrics

I'm sorry for the lack of poetic verses
But my heart is shouting the truth
I know there's no time to say anything, anymore
But please hear me out (hear me now)
I know that I've disappointed you so many times
But look again, look who I've really become
I wanted to tell you about the emptiness i'm feeling inside of me
I wish I could free you from this suffering
Free you from the fog that covered your soul and numbed your mind
Please open your eyes
Sorry I couldn't save you from that shit
I swear I only tried to help you see the truth
And find the best way out
I know you fought against the ghosts that haunted you
But they were so much stronger than you
For so many times you've been shutted down for what's around you
All I really want to see is your lucid face again
Like everyone else, you also deserves a second chance
In every sip the shadows came along
In every splif the smoke swallowed you more and more
See my tears
I want to make you see... There is something more around you
And all your mistakes and lies affect not only you
See my tears