Heart Reaper - dead to you Lyrics

You love him, you love him
You'll spend your best years on him
While I'm a dark and scary place in the corner of your mind
You take him, you take him
You still think you can make him into the perfect lover fit for you
I've made amends and let go of you time and time again
But it's hard when I remember I can't even be your friend
Why is he not doing time for committing the same crime
You had every right to do it, but remember we both blew it
Is this all a game to you, a way to prove who's better than who
Who, who
If I only knew
You'd hate me, you'd hate me
You'd cleanse your soul and iPhone memory
While he returns from the visit there
You'd blame me, you'd blame me
For one mistake and you know i'm sorry
But when he still f*cks up, you don't seem to care
It might not seem to matter, it was all so long ago
But how can you not think of me every time you're on the phone
Why is he not doing time for committing the same crime
You had every right to do it, but remember we both blew it
Is this all a game to you, a way to prove who's better than who
Who, who
If I only knew
I'd be dead to you
And maybe it's fine and maybe it's fair
To treat me like I was never there
To make me wish I was never there
But maybe you're wrong and maybe i'm hurting
Go ahead, pretend like I'm not here at all
And I'll stop waiting for your call
Cuz I know it wasn't easy to just forget me
You had every right to grieve
But I never thought that you'd leave
And I know it's better for you
Never get to remember who, who, who
Did it all for
You, you