Headlights Through My Window - i (don't) want to be alone Lyrics

Last night I was staring into the sky
To try and find that star you liked
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm bad at self control
And I drank poison and I slept it off
Convinced myself I'm moving on
I said I wouldn't contact you
Cause I know we said "no contact"
But in the shadow realm that night we had settled down
The beach was calm and the lights were out
You felt the heat of my blood
And I showed you how
I felt the weight in my ears
I was tongue tied
I held your hand and I sank
As you cried
When I was sick you came and you stayed with me
I got you sick and you suffered in bed with me
I had never felt love like that
And I was scared to feel it like that
And it was black on the empty street
My feet were numb, my hands were sheathed
You cut me up, and my guts they spilled out
I felt the weight in my ears
I was tongue tied
I held your hand and I sank
As you cried