The Head of a Girl - Just a Glow Lyrics

This is gonna make me feel a whole lot better
I said I thought I knew what I was doing
But I know I'm taken for a fool
Well
I look in the mirror
And I see the darkest pits of hell
In my eyes
Those windows they tell
Everything
I look in the mirror
I'm looking at me
Every day there's something else
Wrong with what I see
I never went anywhere
My sea to shining sea
Is just a glow around the head of a girl
Who's light went out on me
As I search for you I find nothing but ruin
I'd go to god but I'm afraid of what he'll say
I go to sin for a temporary drug
That's why I still go to you because
It's where I find love
Adolescence is that time when I think
It's the cruelest place on earth
Adolescence is that time when I think
It can really be heartless
Heartless
It glows so bright so strong around her head
It fades with the rhythm of time
And I kneel as if she was my god instead
Of holding on to what was mine
I look in the mirror
I'm looking at me
Every day there's something else
Wrong with what I see
I never went anywhere
My sea to shining sea
Is just a glow around the head of a girl
Who's light went out on me
I look in the mirror
I'm looking at me
Every day there's something else
Wrong with what I see
I never went anywhere
My sea to shining sea
Is just a glow around the head of a girl
Who won't come back to me
It's the cruelest place on earth