Wide awake, I lay wide awake
Wasted, easy relief please
Hide away, 'cause I'm high again
Damage control, control, control me
Tell me something so I can go to sleep please
Give me something, someone when I need
I can't keep on pretending
That loneliness feels good when I'm suffering
Alone again; the cost of silence
Unholy ghost let me f*cking go
A million miles an hour
Calling on a false higher power
Hands stained red
While you sleep in your cold hard bed
(How disgusting)
I'm stuck wasting away, it's true
Here with you, can I stay?
Oh, won't you abandon me?
Swallow me up, while I disrupt this loneliness.
Take me out, I'm just sick of the sound of my f*cking self
(Won't you keep it down?)
Excuse me, use me, I'm feeling
Like you use love as a vice 'cause it's lonely at night
What a perfect life, why must you step inside?
Same lows, don't go
(But at the end of the day)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Alone again, I'm lost in the silence
Welcome innocence to them all
But all you wanted was power
Tell me something so I can go to sleep please
(Go to sleep please)
Give me something, someone when I need
It's all repeating, don't matter after all
Parasitic, selfish coward
A million miles hours an hour
I called on a false higher power
Hands stained red
While you sleep in your cold hard bed
(How disgusting)
I'm done wasting away for you
Tell me who lost their way?
Oh, won't you abandon me?
(Isn't this what you wanted)
Wide awake, I'm still wide awake
Wasted relief isn't easy
Go away, you're not how you seem
Damage control, control, control me