H&D - Letter to Dad Lyrics

I swear I've never done anything
To deserve this never knew
That you would make me feel so
Worthless I've taken all my pain and
Channeled it to my verses sorry didn't
Know that I'd become such a burden

I pray these words will find you
They mean more to myself
I never knew that you could
Hurt me more than anyone else
I feel just like a book stuck
On top of a shelf you left me
To my moms to raise me all
By herself I know that must've
Been hell and all that stress
Must've really took a toll
On her health one things
For sure we've always had
To play the cards we were dealt
One things for sure we've always
Had to play the cards we were dealt
I've always said what I felt
And you ain't give a f*ck
About me you was helping
Yourself but momma always
Around able to offer her help
And unlike you momma taught
Me how to fend for myself
How call yourself a man
You couldn't raise
One yourself but now
I'm a grown ass man
I'm just tryna help my
Momma out I wonder
How life would've been
If I would've had my Dad
Around

I swear I've never done anything
To deserve this never knew
That you would make me feel so
Worthless I've taken all my pain and
Channeled it to my verses sorry didn't
Know that I'd become such a burden