These my dark thoughts
Can't fly I fall
In my own pool
In everything bad of course
Drowning in a bottle got me toxic
When I'm feeling sober I'll be toxic
Before the drugs I was happy yeah I was lit
But now I look at life and everything's demonic
Night terrors yeah they got me feeling haunted
I can't lie everyday I feel exhausted
Looking at reality distorted
I've been doing good but I don't feel rewarded
Where do I go from here?
Falling in a pit of my own fears
Drowning myself in my own tears need my jacket baby there's gon' be a cold year
Victim to this life daym oh dear
I ain't do it right rules were unclear
Get this feeling uncertain like the end's near
God daym where the hell do I go from here?
These my dark thoughts
Can't fly I fall
In my own pool
In everything bad of course
I hear my name getting called at night time
Can't move seeing shadows think I might die
Watch myself scream for help where I lie
Can't do nothing but let the time fly
I'm just trynna have the time of my life
Run away from my demons I can't fight mine
Do the white lines and then I say that I'm fine
But we really know that I just told a white lie
Drowning in a bottle got me toxic
When I'm feeling sober I'll be toxic
Before the drugs I was happy yeah I was lit
But now I look at life and everything's demonic
Night terrors yeah they got me feeling haunted
I can't lie everyday I feel exhausted
Looking at reality distorted
I've been doing good but I don't feel rewarded
Where do I go from here?
Falling in a pit of my own fears
Drowning myself in my own tears
Need my jacket baby there's gon' be a cold year
Victim to this life daym oh dear
I ain't do it right rules were unclear
Get this feeling uncertain like the end's near
God daym where the hell do I go from here?