Your scent on the mattress
Outlasting the passion, passing
Lately the pasts been masked by grasping
At reasons for your actions
Whats tragic is ignoring the reflection of magic
I tend to panic
When I'm casting, and can't catch it
Fishing for answers
And all I get back is static
I guess I should mask it
And get back in the action
(Coz I'm actuall acting)
The attacks were standard
So the response was mastered
Impact with no reaction
Third law abandoned
When the damage enacting
Numbness long-lasting
Bedsheets satin
Need burning to ashes
Lost in long lashes,
The past keeps on passing
Dissociation cancelling
Equal and opposites dancing
More distractions than actions
Can't stand the silence advancin'
Can't stand the silence advancin'
Take your time
To find your mind
I'm losing mine
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Defined the divide
It shined a light
On what I had to hide
On late nights
Brushing your hair aside
Peace was in your eyes
And your arms in mine
I wanted you all the time
I wanted you all the time
Relaying a decaying relation
Mistaking breaking for complaining
The hell I know is isolating
Taking stakes to heart lately
Plainly draining
On the bedsheets it's staining
Making changes to the chains
Behind me grating
Taming the mindframe, before it takes me
Reshaping shame
In the name
Of staying true
To what makes me
I've been isolating lately
I can't replace your veiled smiles breaking
But it'll be the music that saves me
Coz I can't save face chasing
Obfuscating these difficult conversations
I'm afraid of facing
But I got complacent
Feeling like I'm biding my time
With passive statements
Feigning the vulnerability
Staying evasive
The shared fantasy it takes place in
The inauthenticity I feel safe in
I'd rather fake it than face failing
Defaulting to placating
Heart racing
Walking the tightrope
The expression stays vacant
Can't acknowledge how we're changing
Passions and goals been deviating
Lost love, is only as real as you make it
Take your time
To find your mind
I'm losing mine
Unread replies
Defined the divide
It shined a light
On what I had to hide
On late nights
Brushing your hair aside
Peace was in your eyes
And your arms in mine
I wanted you all the time
I wanted you all the time
Take your time
To find your mind
I'm losing mine
Unread replies
Defined the divide
It shined a light
On what I had to hide
On late nights
Brushing your hair aside
Peace was in your eyes
And your arms in mine
I wanted you all the time
I wanted you all the time