Hayreezy - Maya's Mistake Lyrics

Maya's mistake, she was 28, only 28
Had a couple donnies that she really used to see
Couple gifts, couple bags, all the little luxuries
She could afford it but ain't never turning down a treat
And the crazy thing, yo, she was an intro V
Introverted with a split personality see when she online, she like a whole different kind of beast
All the energy, the likes fake chemistry
But she patterning and man she stacking up her P
I ain't hating baby girl, get your cake up but don't lose the queen that lives behind the makeup
'Cause every sacrifice and every decision that's made
Can always come back and hit you like another way
And she gon' look me in the eyes and tell me Jigga wait
Yo we tryna' conversate or are we having sex today
I've been tryna reach the goal, traveling slow
Each step in the right direction
Leads me to the light reflecting
Reflecting on me, on me, on me
On me, on me, on me
She see me 27, crazy living in the streets
How you gon' judge like you patterned with a family
You ain't got no yard yet, you ain't got no cake up
Who are you to tell me don't lose what's behind the makeup
Oh, you one of those fake brothers
All the knowledge but ain't never taking nothing from it
All the opinions in the land, you put it in a tweet
But if we really meet, are you even gonna speak
At least me, I've been patterning and getting it in
You at your mom's house, she allowing you for the rent
But you wanna come on here and be talking some sense
Little jigger repent
I've been tryna reach the goal, traveling slow
Each step in the right direction
Leads me to the light reflecting
Reflecting on me, on me, on me
On me, on me, on me
Man this is like literacy, lyrical epiphanies
Maybe it's the jealousy of something that I can't achieve
I don't know why I feel this way
Please don't look at me with the shame
Man this is like literacy, lyrical epiphanies
Maybe it's the jealousy of something that I can't achieve
I don't know why I feel this way
Please don't look at me with the shame