HAYDN - nothing's straight forward Lyrics

We Make laws
We Break laws
Nothings really that straight forward
They asked me what I was late for
I'm just lazy
They pause
I don't know why we all hate for
I don't really know what to pray for
There's a lot of pain I can take more
There's a lot to say, but I'll keep it short

Could I runaway
Back To days I was happy and able to laugh
I can picture it all like it's basically fact
Right here right now I just wanna relax
I got people around me they wonder and they ask
What's with the pain, will the suffering last?
I wanna say pass like I struggle with that
Put it all in the past cause look

Nothings straight forward
But I just ignore it
I kinda just do what I do and hope nothing goes wrong that's important

Sometimes it gets awkward
And I can be thoughtless
We making decisions
And living
The vision is never straight forward

Lemme tell you bout my worst day
It might of been Thursday
But it prolly wasn't, only said it cause it rhymed
But it was my 19th birthday
I spent it alone in the house there's no one about
A loner, I phone em them they told me they're out
Weird cause I like hanging out by myself
But I'm lonely like I've never felt

I guess I just wanted some company
People are better together like honeybees
I don't know much I just know we need somebody
Don't need a marriage, or mortgage or money

I'm friends with the homeless man outside my door
He's rich but got nothing he don't want no more
I thought I was rich but it turns out I'm poor
I'm learning some lessons like never before

Nothings straight forward
But I just ignore it
I kinda just do what I do and hope nothing goes wrong that's important

Sometimes it's a burden
But this ain't a sermon
I'm tryna be real
And living is hard
In a world that is hurting