at least i tried ! Video (MV)

Had to get back in the mode
Cause these niggas been thinking that I'm boutta let this shit up
I know this time feeling different
Cause I done accepted my truth give a f*ck bout the trust
Crystal Clear ! got me them VV's
But this one gon put me up, get me a whole lotta Ben's
17 had me a vision
My dreams a reality, finally done got me that Benz
Really put pain in this shit
Still overlooked and I'm still staying out of the mix
Went toe to toe with my demons
Doing the best for me
Could give a f*ck bout the clique
Designer won't bring no one back
But I've been scared to lose grandma and fall off my path
F*cked up with the love of my life
Tryna do better because I wan make this shit last
Looked at the man in the mirror
For the first time couldn't tell who he is
W-Wanted to be like Mike
Don't want the problems that come with this shit
Been balling now I got a target
All of the singing got me feeling heartless
Fill up the void, what I wanted I bought it
Friends turned to foes, got me into the darkness
T-They only care because I've been an artist
Painting these pictures, a life that I wanted
Move with intention, they call me the smartest
I need the throne and that's me being modest
Turned 20 started living the largest
H-Had to be me, started breaking the margin
Mama I'm sorry I ride with that carbon
Seeing this through, yea you know that's a promise
Tired of making these promises, but at least I tried
Said what I did was impossible, but I'm in the light
DC told me I'm a soldier, but shit not feeling right
I miss the times when she'd hold me, said it's okay to cry
Tired of making these promises, but at least I tried
Said what I did was impossible, but I'm in the light
DC told me I'm a soldier, but shit not feeling right
I miss the times when she'd hold me, said it's okay to cry