I've been swallowing blood in my sleep
My fading thoughts turn blue with gloom
Emotionless you turn away, and face the dark and substance abuse
Endless misery
Lead you to decay
Inject the poison into your veins
Forever Suffering
Left in disarray
Medicating poison with pain
Happiness at the end of every needle
The daily dose of 40,000 people
Endless misery
Lead you to decay
Forever suffering
Left in disarray
Dressed in scars, locked behind bars
Abandoned till we join the stars
I'm so sorry, the pain became too much
You'd rather chase a high than turn to love
You feel nothing
Bliss between your bones
Martyr for loathing
Lust in solitude
You never killed the darkness, you let it in
Every pill, every scar, every quake from every tremor, your body suffocates itself
Your logic turned bleak from every draw, every dose
Overcome with pain, your eyes roll back into your head
And your mind disconnects
You are a slave