Dead Wish Video (MV)

Was it my fault
Was I the cause
The night falls on my shoulders and the spark ignites the guilt to my dead wish

Drowning again in the place I can't figure out
Been here countless times and I haven't learned anything yet
Maybe you understand, or maybe you don't
Each one of us has sea, day and night for its own

In the maw of selfishness we get chewed up and destroyed
Life and will decrease as the agony grows
There's a lot for me to say about my long lost love
But my mouth is shut and by her side I would like to go

While it's true that something broke long ago
I still want to believe before the time arrives for me
Some are weary while their love rests in peace
How selfish are the weary trying to trade their night for another's sea

What do I do
What should I think
Should I stop thinking and continue believing
Should I stop blaming myself and not point fingers to you or me

Who's truly to blame
Is there a guilty in all of this
Even if we have it all we still choose to drown
Bury ourselves, stay awake or sleep and not dream

I swear everything that comes out from this mouth
Is pure pain and regret for not forgiving my heart
From my black, cold hands another dull day is gone
Your laugh's a symphony. My ears plead for your voice

How I yearn for your love and the warmth of your hug
The sincerity on your kiss and the smile that is now gone
I'm sure you're an angel, so please listen, Oh, Lord!
You took her away from me
Now I just wait for my death to come

While it's true that something broke long ago
I still want to believe before the time arrives for me
Some are weary while their love rests in peace
How selfish are the weary trying to trade their night for another's sea

How selfish are the weary trying to trade their night for another's sea