Lonely May Video (MV)

Yesterday I've lost my best friends
Two weeks ago my now ex girlfriend
The silence fills my head
I can't think of nothing else
Since then I've never felt this lonely
The loneliest days I've ever lived
Can't seem to find someone to care
About me and my future be
Broken by stupid schedule
Where time feels like a turtle
Can't go fast to where I know
Until the unknown show it's snow
So cold outside I can't stand it
Only meaning I confine in it
I've lost everything I had
Considering I have anything at last
Protect my future and my past
Please that's the only thing I ask
I'll burn everything I have
And give a last chance at life
I've been through enough dark phases
But this time it's not the same
All I do is sit and wait
For my time to come in May
This song will be listened by so little
It's almost only laughable
Why do you, listener care about me
What I say and what I ween
What if I told you I'm done
And that life was just a gun
Praised, hated and afraid by some
And when it shoots it finishes one
The silence broke by my mom
Asking me what I've become
Saying that I don't know
All I was is my last hope