Hard to Be Human Being - Apathy Lyrics

Symptomatically
Experiencing apathy
Don't care today don't got to worry

I'm all self-made
Deprived of all dopamine
Need some serotonin all my efforts so sordid to me

Wretched I don't wanna think
Time heals - still I'm suffering
Grinding on my teeth
Till the skin on my gums leak

When will this feeling cease?
Why can't I remain happy?
Moods swinging - dangling from a rope on the tree

Yet you'll never f*cking bring me down
(Don't cut the rope)
Swinging so high
Let me go

Abstractedly
Trying to find tenacity
A reason to keep on living
Is the same thing kept buried deep

Covered underneath
In a 6 feet weeping sleep
Hopelessly comatose
Away from all this calamity

Deceased Psychologically
(Live. Love. Learn. Die)
Pathologically Diseased

I'm f*cking dead waste
Alive somatically yet still not gonna be wasting away my days
As life decays within every second passing

Only I can save myself
(Where did you go?)
Severed ties
I'm on my own