Hard Reign - Hate Myself Lyrics

I just wanna see your face
Need to learn to love myself
I just wanna see your face
You need to learn, I got a question

Why is love something that gives me depression
I gotta learn not to always give my heart out
I'll always be lost, I won't be found
Here's the thing, these thoughts are catching up

Lately I just feel, I should give up
Maybe I should learn to give less of a f*ck
It's like I'm swimming in circles and I always am stuck
Everybody tells me stuff I already think

I'm stuck in the deep sea, it's time to sink, sink, sink
When I'm in my room, I think thoughts wish that I could rewind
Rewind, rewind, rewind, rewind
Need to learn to love myself

I just wanna see your face
I hate myself, I hate myself
It's like these thoughts are starting to get darker
Oh dear lord, I remind me of my father

I just need to learn to put myself first
If I don't, it'll only get worse
All the scars will start to open up
And all my wounds will start to bleed

Starting to realize no one's coming for me
Next time I'll be the one to leave
I've been pushing, pushing, pushing through the stress
So much on my mind, I begin to speak less

Getting cursed by demons, but I also am blessed
I think Satan is starting to be impressed
Trynna hide in all of my insecurities
Poisoned by, by all the stuff they're telling me

Need to learn to love myself
I just wanna see your face