You're not worth these sleepless nights
You turned your back and left me in silence
Now watch as I bloom again
Graced by the hands of light
Everything was building against me
Those years spent recollecting on what I couldn't see
I refuse to live this way any longer
You were nowhere
You abandoned it all
This is the downfall of everything
Every memory that we fabricated
Lost in between space and time
Gone in the echoes of my spiraling mind
I found solace in a concept that I abandoned
Affection I never knew I saw in you
Crawling on my hands and knees
Torn down and bleeding
I never lost hope
I never lost hope
Even when my time ran out
I was always there
I was
I was always there
Until I found myself in the hands of someone else
After all that time
It was hard to believe you'd walk away
I never had the right words to say
It didn't make much sense then
Until the sun shined again
Now I believe what you said
It's better this way
I watched myself rot through your eyes
Soulless and dark like the demons in your lies
You let my heart die
You're not worth these sleepless nights
You turned your back and left me in silence
Now watch as I bloom again
Graced by the hands of light
This is the downfall of everything
Every memory that we fabricated
Lost in between space and time
Gone in the echoes of my spiraling mind
I was sinking deeper down into a grave that I dug myself
Until the light had pulled me out of this hollow hell
I was trapped inside my mind and could not find a way out
A sick
Sad place that you put me in
I was sinking deeper down into a grave that I dug myself
Until the light had pulled me out of this hollow hell
I was trapped inside my mind and could not find a way out
Now that I am free
You can go and f*ck yourself