HappyTheSadBoy - White Sticks (Alt. Version) Lyrics

What we had
Was perfect regardless
I went through the light
And through the darkness
You saw all my monsters

And I feel so lost
It would've been nice
Now xans give me comfort
Cold vodka on ice

Your favorite candy
Them sticks is all white
Ice tea on peach
I got you for life

I wanna be gone I don't need a healing
Need to numb out the pain can't stand how I'm feeling

I might sleep forever, those drugs take the aching
Your bitch on my lap, her ass is shakin

Now that you're gone
I sing this song
I feel alone

You had my feelings
And I had your heart
Laying there with you
Watching the stars

Drugs help the heeling
Numb out my pain
You are so distant
It drives me insane

(Drives me insane)

Scooter all night
You used to hold me
I'm not alright
Wish I could hold you
Just one more time

Give me a reason
Just one more night

Knife to my neck
Cut through my wrist
I wanna do it
Straight to the abyss