Kinda feel like my life's a mess
I'm tryna sleep but it's 3am
I gotta get this off my chest
I was boy on the day you left
It happened so quick couldn't catch my breath
The slammed door
And the fading revs
And my head was heaving
So loud that it made me cry:
Was I your reason for leaving?
I never even got a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Were you ever happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
I lost youth in a plume of smoke
I'd hear your name and I'd take a toke
Rolled up in a faded hope
You'd say you're coming home
But on the phone you'd only tell me to quit
And I'd say "mama, I don't give a shit
Cos if you cared then why'd you leave for him?
Just go tend to your newer kids"
While you were all beaming
I was buried in the weeds and I
Had nothing to believe in
I never had a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Were you ever happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
Still so much that I haven't said
But now I'm older I don't see the sense
Don't you think that it's time to end this?
No, I'm not tryna guilt trip you
I never tried to change your mind
Just wanna save you from regret
(that I bet you're feeling)
I don't wanna hear about "healing"
Come, mama, don't twist the knife
I want the closure you're keeping
Cos I never even got a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Could you have ever been happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
And were you ever happy?
Happeli - Coup De Grâce Lyrics
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English
Kinda feel like my life's a mess
I'm tryna sleep but it's 3am
I gotta get this off my chest
I was boy on the day you left
It happened so quick couldn't catch my breath
The slammed door
And the fading revs
And my head was heaving
So loud that it made me cry:
Was I your reason for leaving?
I never even got a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Were you ever happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
I lost youth in a plume of smoke
I'd hear your name and I'd take a toke
Rolled up in a faded hope
You'd say you're coming home
But on the phone you'd only tell me to quit
And I'd say "mama, I don't give a shit
Cos if you cared then why'd you leave for him?
Just go tend to your newer kids"
While you were all beaming
I was buried in the weeds and I
Had nothing to believe in
I never had a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Were you ever happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
Still so much that I haven't said
But now I'm older I don't see the sense
Don't you think that it's time to end this?
No, I'm not tryna guilt trip you
I never tried to change your mind
Just wanna save you from regret
(that I bet you're feeling)
I don't wanna hear about "healing"
Come, mama, don't twist the knife
I want the closure you're keeping
Cos I never even got a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Could you have ever been happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
And were you ever happy?
I'm tryna sleep but it's 3am
I gotta get this off my chest
I was boy on the day you left
It happened so quick couldn't catch my breath
The slammed door
And the fading revs
And my head was heaving
So loud that it made me cry:
Was I your reason for leaving?
I never even got a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Were you ever happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
I lost youth in a plume of smoke
I'd hear your name and I'd take a toke
Rolled up in a faded hope
You'd say you're coming home
But on the phone you'd only tell me to quit
And I'd say "mama, I don't give a shit
Cos if you cared then why'd you leave for him?
Just go tend to your newer kids"
While you were all beaming
I was buried in the weeds and I
Had nothing to believe in
I never had a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Were you ever happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
Still so much that I haven't said
But now I'm older I don't see the sense
Don't you think that it's time to end this?
No, I'm not tryna guilt trip you
I never tried to change your mind
Just wanna save you from regret
(that I bet you're feeling)
I don't wanna hear about "healing"
Come, mama, don't twist the knife
I want the closure you're keeping
Cos I never even got a goodbye
And when I play it back
Mama
It always comes in flashes
The ringing of a shouting match
The feel of a lonely fortnight
You left in the name in the past
Mama
And I laid the blame like ashes
I'm tryna forget and do it fast
But the gravity is pulling
Do I want the truth at last?
Mama
Could you have ever been happy?
When you left like that
I need your coup de grâce
And were you ever happy?
Writer: Elias W.
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