Hannah Sandoz - perseverance Lyrics

With all my judgments and my virtues
I'm still crawling on the bed, like a
Child in a nightmare, maybe
I'm the one that's crooked

And all the signs that point to
Guarantees that I believed
They're just wondering about me
Like the day they tried to leave

All the pictures that I've taken
Of the people that I loved
All cut out behind the notebook that you
Started thinking of. And the

Time it just keeps tickin' sticky
Goosebumps on my neck
Apologize for the mistakes
That I thought I had to finish

All the while words are hanging
Like the stray cat on my lawn
Stuck on sandpapery tongues
Finally found them but you're gone

Perseverance on the porchswing feels like
Only yesterday, but I left my
Rosary in Ohio and
It's oh-so far away

It didn't have to feel important
Like the ways we went inside
Living lonely in the bedroom
Making ant farms of my pride

Making messes in the morning
Drowning stressors in the sun
If i really think about it

I could be the only one
I could be the only one
I could be the only one