handout - Macabre Lyrics

I can't sleep, I'm still hurting
I can't eat, I'm still hurting
I can't leap, but I'm yearning to try
I can't leave, I'm still learning
I wanna leave, I'm still hurting
I can't breathe when I'm burning alive
A ghost asked me what I've proven, if what I've gots reducing
Of a life that I must have, a life deserving of conclusion
But I'm f*cked up, too many colored pills and bloody cups
Too many shots that have dug deeper, poison souls can't fear the reaper
I'm a keeper of nightmares, darkness in my tears
Thoughtless in my cares and hatred in my mirrors
Think empathy is leaving me with nothing but a third degree
Can't even stand the sight of all my own honesty
I can feel the flame start to flicker now, I'm ready for the wind to come
Violent tendencies I tend to tend to violently
My bodies growing stronger while my mind collapses
Havoc, but part of the masses, no springtime for the madness
For the calloused, did you find it, did you move somewhere beyond it
Did you find the missing piece or lay the puzzle in a coffin
I need answers, I need peace, can't find it on my knees
Just a tired kid tryna rest in peace
I can't sleep, I'm still hurting
I can't eat, I'm still hurting
I can't leap, but I'm yearning to try
I can't leave, I'm still learning
I wanna leave, I'm still hurting
I can't breathe when I'm burning alive