Hana Eid - Weird Lyrics

Thank god I didn't spend the night
Even though I would've liked to
I bite my tongue when I have to
I never do

The drive home didn't consume me
As it always tends to do
Listen to the radio static
There's no words I think I could use

Second guessing, second guessing
Myself all the time
Counting out my footsteps
As i walk the tight line
I wanna sleep on your mattress
Is that weird to say?

And i wanna talk about this
To someone who isn't you
I wanna understand what I feel and I think I know I do
I want you to think I'm pretty
Is that weird to say?

Borrowing your shoes
To walk home
Filling the gaps in conversation
With a smoke
And screaming for the love of god
I want it so bad
I would never make you feel like that
Why can't I make you feel like that?

And I wanna talk about it
And I wanna talk to you
I wanna understand what i feel and i think i know i do
I wanna settle the scoreboard
Wanna render myself weak
I'll grow up when i'm 21
And you're 23
I want you to think about me
Is that weird to say?
Is that weird to say?