Hana Canhasi - Deserve Lyrics

I've been drinking more
Than I usually do
Got me caught up reminiscing over you
Not trying to play the victim
But I deserve to
Let them all know how bad you broke me into two
Got me questioning my self worth
Thinking did I ever even love myself first
Contemplating what I ever saw in you
Or maybe I just didn't know better than you
It's not me, it's you
There's a reason we're through
And that reason is you
Did I ever really even know you (Did I even know you)
Or did I just believe in a version of you (Believed what I wanted to)
Remember when I gave you everything
Remember when you turned that shit to pain
But I deserve to feel wanted
I deserve more
Deserve to be happy all the time and more
It hurts to be honest with myself
But I deserve it (I deserve, I deserve, I deserved more)
I deserve to feel wanted
Like your number one choice
Deserve to feel secure in all your words and more
It hurts to be honest with myself
But I deserve it (I deserve, I deserve, I deserved more)
And I protected you
When I didn't have to
Put my guard up for you
Against everyone I knew
Now you have me looking like a fool
All because I put my trust in you
Remember when I gave you everything
Remember when you turned that shit to pain
I deserved to feel wanted
I deserved more
Deserved to feel happy all that time
And more
It hurt to be honest with myself at first (I-I-I deserved more)
I deserved to feel wanted
Like your number one choice
Damn it, I deserve to feel adored
You knew I deserved more
(I think I hit the mic on accident)