Hana Bryanne - Visions Lyrics

I wear lace underwear to go nowhere
And no one walks me home
Keeps me like a secret
In my own company
I'm reaping what I've sown
And I am treading water on the uptown A
I just can't stand to be alone
These days, these days

I'm going by a different name
But I still look just like my mother
Her vision's biting at my heels
While I become a better bluffer
And David wakes up early just to call my name
I just can't stand to be alone
These days, these days

I've got an awful vision of you in the hall
Looking at your songbird
After the free-for-all
You took her out
And took her home
Took the train down from Connecticut
You looked so small then

We talk about the weather, getting better,
And if I'm having any fun
Choke on my diplomacy
Tell me you've been seeing someone
And I blew half my paycheck just to get to your place
I just can't stand to be alone
These days, these days

I've got an awful vision of you in the fall
Tending your resentment
Letting it grow so tall
You took me out
And took me home
Took the train down from Connecticut
I felt so small then

I begged you not to visit
You laughed me off
"Never was an option"
Knew you'd hate what you saw
You took me out and took me home
But the train down from Connecticut takes so long
Did you feel wicked, or just indifferent?
Or anything at all