Hamartia - Is This It? Lyrics

I filtered out the love you tried to give
Not used to nights away just guilt trips
Always settled for less than I deserved
It's been a while since I lost my nerve

I try to not hate in haste
It's weird not having my feelings erased
Laughter a familiarity
Well, I dream about you next to me

I found love
When I chose myself
I felt love
Instead of being withheld
I have learned
I deserve the good that comes to me
I deserve the good that comes to me

I fought to keep the feelings out of me
Never knew that I'd give up on fighting
Pinch myself it's too good to be true
Don't cut the ties too soon

I defied the love you tried to give
Or at least I thought I did
In one fell swoop I was
No one else's

I found love
When I chose myself
I felt love
Instead of being withheld
I have learned
I deserve the good that comes to me
I deserve the good that comes to me

I swerve all the good things
Question my gut feeling
Telling me it's okay to stay

I swerve all the good things
Question my gut feeling
Telling me it's okay to stay

I swerve all the good things
Question my gut feeling
Telling me it's okay to stay

I found love
When I chose myself
I felt love
Instead of being withheld
I have learned
I deserve the good
I deserve the good"